hello to all=)



WENDY
born in 7AUG94
student of KCS AMKSS
member of the MODERN DANCE CLUB


*a new computer or laptop cuz mine is an antique alr
*pass my maths with colours that can fly
*get good results so as to be able to go to e jc that i wanted
*BOOKS!! hahas... vampire diaries, house of night, vampires academy, sidney sheldon de books and LOADS MORE!! WAHAHAS



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ai qi(dancer)
carina&frens
christina
chia chin
dance
dao qian(chapatti department)
ernest
fiona
frank
hui min x3
hui ting
isaac(cousin)
jacqueline x3
jeng yih
jia hui(dancer)
jia yu(dancer)
jovan
ju wei
lilian
madeliene(dancer)
michelle k
mustafa
ng jia yu(dancer)
quan wen(dancer)
regina(dancer)
samuel
sean
shang zhi
sherilynn x3
sherlyn
shi min
ting rui
trevis
vannyssa
wei jie
winny
yan ting
yi jun(dancer)
yi ming
yun xuan(dancer)
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sometimes i just feel so tired and depressed.
its like every small negative factor can trigger me and shake me up so badly.
but whenever i wanna talk to anyone, to share the burden so that i wont feel so bad,
i cant seem to find anyone to confide wif..
and everytime i look around,
i'll always see happy people, laughing and joking and having fun.
but it seems as though there is a glass wall in between us, seperating me from the happy people.
sure, i put on a masquerade, or what they call a facade
so that nobody will understand how i'm actually feeling inside.
so that i wont seem so mopey.
and the only reason is that nobody likes sad people, right?

everywhere around me,
everyone seems to be so happy with their life right now.
so why cant i feel the same?

CAN YOU ALL PLEASE STOP STRESSING ME UP??!! I AM ONLY A HUMAN WITH ONE BRAIN AND A PAIR OF HANDS DAMN IT!!

yep, i shouldn't talk about my opinions aloud, cuz it would hurt other people's feelings.
but what about mine?

and tada!!
ITS HONEYMOON FOR US ISNT IT?? :D:D

and i thought that i've let everything go..
and i thought that i wont feel anything anymore...
and i thought that i had moved on with my life long long ago...

and now i realised that i was wrong..

yeah, i know that its over now, i was resigned to the fact that it was impossible..
so why is it still bugging me??
i should have never started it in the first place..
now even as i regretted it, there is nothing i can do to turn the time back.

why must i always do things without thinking properly, den regret my actions after that??
i had thought about what will happen in future, but it seems like i had underestimated the impact of the consequences

i dont know why, but it seems to me that i dont know you anymore...
the more i get to know you, the more you are becoming like a stranger

i told you everything
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright
for once in my life
now all thats left of me
is what what i pretend to be
so together, but so broken up inside
*quoted from behind these hazel eyes from kelly clarkson

yeah i know its an old song...